As I write this the legal wrangling seems to be coming to an end. I will at least be (somewhat) rid of the vacuous parasite, along with a good portion of what is mine. A bargain in some ways. I'm sure in the coming months she will wonder why I don't treat her with the respect & support she feels she deserves. I won't try to debate her feelings of self worth. I will instead let her think it is a sense of rejection that I can't get beyond.
Other rejection in life I will continue to have more difficulty with. In part, because of our continued contact. At what price will this come? How much can I press down what I feel without killing it altogether? Will it become nothing more than a burned out hulk of feeling we had for each other? Is it even possible to transmute gold back into lead?
Is it better to just give away the gold?
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